My second daughter has been to the hospital twice in her life. Both times RSV was the culprit. She has always worried me when it comes to her being sick because she doesn't know how to handle it. She used to hit me because she was so uncomfortable. That was a very trying time in my life that I'd rather not talk about at this time. Things have changed in how she acts and her strengths against sickness. One weekend sometime after these trials my mom had told me that she had put my daughter's name in the temple where they pray for you and I have no doubt that that is a contributing reason why she is handling herself so well. She also used to have growth issues but is now growing.
She just woke up dry heaving. I had flashbacks of her doing this while I stayed up all night with her. I remember how her heart would beat. Seemed like it was beating so fast and I couldn't get her to calm down. I later found it was because she was getting little oxygen and her heart was racing to make up for that. I also had a thought that maybe I was punished for my post last night. I quickly turned away from that thought. Kids get sick. My daughter handled it so well. I'm being blessed and I do see those blessings. I know I have other issues but that does not block my true core testimony that God loves us and wants what's best for us.
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